My asthma's back now, right after the "collection". Great.

So it's finally over.

I've been wailing for the past hour.

I think I need to be confined.

We are now Dr. R's thesis advisees and we're starting now

I keep wanting to bump into him... to see him one last time before my life is through... I wonder when... Maybe I never got over him... Or maybe it's the things I never got to say to him... Small things like I LOVE YOU TOO.

These things take their toll on me. They have taken their toll on me. I keep wanting to see him. Is that a bad sign? Does that make me unfaithful? Does that mean I'm bad? I don't know...

I hate myself for wanting you and wanting him at the same time.

And did you know that I'm keeping my old number just in case my other he-who-must-not-be-named texts? Yes. I'm doing that.

X: What if nagpaalam ako and it goes like this, "Ma, alis po ako. May date ako."

Y: GOOD LUCK!

X: I know right? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Y: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

X: As if e. )

Y: Oo nga. Hahahaha!!

I've given you too much time to think things through, so I've given you the ultimatum: you have until next friday to decide if you want to be with me or not.

I've given you too much of myself. I've given you too much of my heart. It's unhealthy already, according to my psychiatrist.

Half of me is praying you'll leave me, then I'll wail in the darkness with my demons whispering in the background then I'll have to be confined.

Next week is perfect for that. It's a long weekend, after all.

As I've posted on my tagboard, you can now access the download links through this page:

http://up4grabs.tabulas.com/content/files/

The latest layout I've added in the list is the one I made for Twin a year ago.  Since it was some sort of a gift for her then, I didn't put it up for download.  But now, I think it's okay for more people to use it.  Here's a preview:

I have fixed the background issue so the layout still looks nice on screen resolutions higher than 1024x768.  Thanks to Diane for pointing that out. 

If you want to use it, download it!

Pagbaba ko ng jeep dala ang bag, t-square, canister, illustration board at corrugation board... NASAGASAAN NG MOTORSIKLO YUNG DALIRI KO SA PAA.

Naka-tsinelas pa ako.

Pakshet talaga.

PERO.

SERYOSO, PARE. WALANG SUGAT! NI DI NGA MASAKIT PAA KO E! I can still walk normally, move my toes.. etc.

I am made of epic win.

Kaso nung kinuwento ko na sa mga magulang ko... *facepalm moment*

EPIC FAIL e.

Ang engot/tanga ko daw. Be street-smart etc. *rolls eyes*

I just proved to everyone that I am made of effing steel! Chevas. @_@